"Relationships are never easy hon, welcome to the world of dating" I hear Poppy say from her seated position on the floor. I close my eyes for a minute, I'm exhausted all of a sudden.
"Did you go through the same sort of thing when you started doing this" I already know the answer to my question, Poppy is carefree about relationships and s*x, she's not frigid and uptight like I am.
"I wish I could tell you yes but no I didn't. That being said I wasn't attracted to Adan when we first met either. It was only a couple of weeks in when we started getting to know each other better and having s*x that I actually felt a connection with him. You're lucky in a way, that's there's already an attraction there. You have more to build on"
"This was only supposed to be a quick way for me to make mone
