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Ethan Robert
I hated that I had called Lena over tonight for something that might not even be that serious. I should have been able to handle this myself. If I could not manage my own son during a minor scare, how could I convince myself I deserved to keep him? And now I had dragged Lena into the middle of it. It was a terrible decision. Letting her walk right into my marriage for the sake of the son I stripped away from her was a godawful choice.
The phone in my hand had gone dim and cold from how long I had been holding it. My eyes remained fixed on the screen for what felt like hours, though it had not even been seven minutes.
I almost redialed her to tell her not to bother and that everything was under control. But what if the nurse came out with terrible news? What if I had t
