I had tried and tried to fall in love with another male with I was gone. I had seriously tried but our mate bond just always kept telling me not to; to not fall in love with another man; to not let him mark and mate me. And I had believed that something good would come out of it if I listened to the bond. Thinking that I would get a second chance mate that would treat me and love me a lot better than how I used to think Faris could have ever done. But deep, deep down, I had hoped that if I had ever to see Faris again, he would be a changed man and he would beg for my forgiveness and prove to me how sorry he is and how much he loves me, which he technically is doing now, but I had just hoped that, that would be the end; that there would be no more problems with our relationship after I forg
