Just call me senpai (Senpai's dominance #1)

Nothing about Sakura

Hayato was almost late for his exam. What he was dreading was that the smell of the s*x of Kenta would stayed on all his body. Fortunately, the scent of the cologne that Kenta used was stronger, and for the people he was neart to, he only could smell like woods.

Hanako was waiting for him, and when he went into the classroom, she almost yelled of relief. Instead, she called his name and waved her hand in order to catch his attention. Hayato saw her almost immediately, going upstairs to reach her row and get a sit.

She could notice something strange on his classmate, since he seemed a little out of his place. First of all, even knowing him for a little period, she could perceive that he was not the type that gets late to the places he needed to go, specially something so important as a test. But well, maybe is that she still need to know him better.

She could not even say anything to Hayato, because the professor, a woman called Keiko Miura, came into the classroom. So the test was about to begin, Hanako could be scolded if she even try to say something. Mrs. Miura was not the tolerant type, and as the people would say about her, was a very harsh prosecutor that had a victory rate of 8.7/10. Therefore, that means that she was a very heavy teacher, and she was. Mrs. Miura was an uncompassionate woman, which usually would charge her students with projects, homework and presentations. She already left for them at least five themes to study before the first test —test that was not into the official study program but that Miura excused of being “a review”.

Once Miura has passed the papers to the students, and after some warnings about cheating and stuff, the exam could start. Hayato seemed a little nervous. He could not concentrate at all, because was still thinking not only in Sakura and how to deal with her presence, but in how much he wanted Kenta, and how much he enjoyed to have s*x with him in the campus. He also could only think in the things he asked Masamura to prepare for their next encounter at his department. Fortunately, was right that night, so he would not have to wait for so long. For now, he needed to concentrate on the f*****g questions and answer them soon.

When he came to his own place, Hayato felt like a complete i***t for think only in s*x, instead of his subjects for all the day. Laying on bed, he took his phone at hand, and unlocked it just to go to his contacts and see Kenta’s photo.

Again, he seemed so off his league. So handsome, elegant, with so much money and a brilliant future ensured. But he, himself was a regular boy, with an appearance too young for his age, and an unsure future. If he was dreaming, he does not want to wake up, never. Being with Kenta, even if is his lover, even if sooner or later the bachelor will going to get married, it does not matter, because he is now with him, and that is all that matters.

That means that Hayato should be careful with his desires about him. First of all, not fall in love with Kenta, because was a lost cause to even think that they would be something more in a future. They were both males, and homosexuality was still some kind of taboo in Japan. Even when some BLs were popular, that was merely entertainment and nothing to do with real life.

Was so hard not to think about Kenta in general, since desiring his body, to even imagine white picket fences with him. That was merely impossible; they had no future as something more than a s****l couple.

And talking about s*x, what should he do when this all is over? Surely, Hayato should look for another couple. Even when he truly loved to being penetrated, Hayato needed to make his mind to the idea that he was the male, and he was the one penetrating, not vice versa. He was also to being a lawyer in some future, and he needed a neat image of himself to gain clients.

“Heterosexual life is so boring”, Hayato said to himself, laying his right arm onto his forehead, heading off the light bulb’s light from his eyes. Was very interesting in how his life could change so suddenly for only meeting a new person and letting him stay on his life. He could just say “no” the first time that Kenta tried to hit on him, resist the desire and curiosity of tasting another man. He could at least cut it off when the second offering came.

And again, he was somehow jealous of that girl, Sakura Asakura, only for being the official fiancée of Kenta. His mind was only occupied on Kenta Masamune, wondering if he even was thinking of Hayato just as he was thinking of him.

A rush of emotions were running inside of him, and could not wait any longer. He took then a small bag, his cellphone, and went to take the subway heading to Kenta’s place. Hayato was impatient to see him, to kiss him. He was about lose his mind if he did not have a little piece of Kenta on him. Was so desperate that the road to Kenta’s place seemed eternal to him. So, once he reached the apartment, Hayato knocked desperately the door.

“I’m coming”, Kenta’s voice sounded on the other side of the door, and once he opened, Hayato throw himself to the older, kissing him suddenly as Kenta was barely answering to these actions.

“I missed you”, Hayato said between kisses, trying to unbutton Kenta´s shirt.

“It was just a few hours”, the bachelor replied, at first trying to calm down Hayato, but soon giving up to the moment. He started then to pass his hands below Hayato’s shirt.

“A few hours that felt like an eternity”.

Yamada was obviously desperate and hot already, but after a moment where he was almost getting Kenta naked, the other one stopped him.

“Have you eaten yet?” the young lawyer asked.

“No but…”

“Then let’s go to catch something to eat”, Kenta said. “I know you’re craving something else, but first you need something in your little stomach”.

“No, I am okay, so we can go to the roo…” Hayato’s stomach suddenly make some noise. Yes, he was hungry. Kenta smiled at him, and then went to the room to take his wallet.

“Let’s go, I know a very private place and has excellent food. Take it as a date; I will spoil you a lot until night comes”.

Hayato was about complain about it, but the hunger was really strong. Since the lunch at cafeteria with Hanako, he has not eaten anything. He surrender to his proposal, and waited for Kenta to get dressed up again. They went after a few moments, always in the car of the bachelor, and after some minutes, they arrived to the place Kenta said. It was a restaurant called “Aoi Hana”, which seemed to be a fancy place. Hayato was regretting of do not get well dressed before leaving, but Kenta assured that his looks did not matter to go into the place.

After all, even when the Aoi Hana looked expensive and fancy, inside the place was people of any kind of urban tribe. Since visual keis, lolitas and even normal looking people. That variety of people made Hayato think on how did Kenta knew about the place, and how often he visited it.

“Order whatever you want, Haya-kun”, Kenta said after the host greeted him and took them to a table.

“For sure, I am afraid that here everything could be expensive”.

“It does not matter, dear. And even if it is, I want to spoil you. After all, today is about both of us, isn’t it?” Kenta told him, taking a menu and looking whatever he thought that Hayato would like. He ended up calling a waiter, and ordering two Italian sodas, and two orders of miso ramen.

“So, we are on a date”, Hayato asked, after the waiter went to get the food.

“Yes”, Kenta answered. “I have to say, I was really surprised that you came like almost five hours before our meeting”.

“Well, you said it. I was craving”.

“I can see it. Therefore, I think that we could use these five extra hours to do something nice. Everybody likes to get a fancy dinner. Don’t you think that?”

“Yes, is actually refreshing. That is what couples usually do together”.

“Then are you saying we are a couple?” Kenta started teasing him, and Hayato suddenly bowed down his head to hide his blushing. “Do not be ashamed, is normal to think that. Also… I wanted to take you here because, I need to talk with you about something”.

Hayato raised his sight again, looking in silence at Kenta, who suddenly was very serious.

“Talk about what?”

“First of all, properly apologize for Sakura’s behavior the other night. You can see, she is a spoiled kid”.

“That was very evident”.

“I know. But I wanted to ask your forgiveness for the mean things she said”.

“Is okay, I do not really care about it”.

“But still, I need that you know something important, before you take any decision from now that you know I am engaged”, Kenta said, looking at Hayato’s eyes. “I have not the intention of marrying her. We are engaged, she is my fiancée, but I am looking actively on how to break up with her. So, please, do not think about doing something like leave this relationship just because you are the ‘lover’”.

Almost as he was reading his mind, Kenta happened to guessing his thoughts. The surprised face of Hayato betrayed him, and stuttered as he tried to answer that.

“I… I was not thinking about…”

“Yes you were. At least you considered it. I noticed it today, on how upset you were on the Sakura’s theme. So, be sure that you are not interfering or ruining something, because there is no ‘something’ between Sakura and I”:

Kenta was truly convincing. He could read Hayato as an open book, and that was actually scary. How did he know that he was truly that afraid of being the third in discord in their relationship?

“Be sure then, that I am not thinking again in leave. Anyways, I am happy here with you, I like to get laid with you, so do not think that I will let it got so easily”. Maybe he was doing wrong, but he wanted to look like he knew what all of this was, and especially that he was not developing feelings. Because he was not…. He was not, isn’t?