Joshua POV Ian told me I had to go back to the cabin today, I wasn't planning on it. My problem has a name... Liv And it's that since I f****d her I can't stop thinking about her, it's not easy to concentrate on my duties, I've been trying to stay away justifying my absence from work and looking for more reasons why not to go back to her, it's not easy. It's not that I'm a coward, my fears are totally justified. I'm a wolf doomed to be alone, I can't fall in love with a she-wolf who surely has her mate looking for her. The little she-wolf makes me act without thinking, but it would be painful to see her leave in the arms of another. Among the many matters I must attend to is Evan's blood pact, he must destroy the enemies but before he does I must find out some way to change that, my c

