The Woman Who Did

Chapter 20

From that day forth it was understood at Upcombe that Dolly Barton

was informally engaged to Walter Brydges. Their betrothal would be

announced in the "Morning Post"--"We learn that a marriage has been

arranged," and so forth--as soon as the chosen bride had returned

to town, and communicated the great news in person to her mother.

For reasons of her own, Dolly preferred this delay; she didn't wish

to write on the subject to Herminia. Would mamma go and spoil it

all? she wondered. It would be just like her.

The remaining week of her stay at the rectory was a golden dream of

delight to Dolly. Beyond even the natural ecstasy of first love,

the natural triumph of a brilliant engagement, what visions of

untold splendor danced hourly, day and night, before her dazzled

eyes! What masques of magnificence! county balls, garden parties!

It was heaven to Dolly. She was going to be grander than her

grandest daydream.

Walter took her across one afternoon to Combe Mary, and introduced

her in due form to his mother and his step-father, who found the

pink-and-white girl "so very young," but saw no other grave fault

in her. He even escorted her over the ancestral home of the

masters of Combe Mary, in which they were both to live, and which

the young squire had left vacant of set purpose till he found a

wife to his mind to fill it. 'Twas the ideal crystallized. Rooks

cawed from the high elms; ivy clambered to the gables; the tower of

the village church closed the vista through the avenue. The cup of

Dolly's happiness was full to the brim. She was to dwell in a

manor-house with livery servants of her own, and to dress for

dinner every night of her existence.

On the very last evening of her stay in Dorsetshire, Walter came

round to see her. Mrs. Compson and the girls managed to keep

discreetly out of the young people's way; the rector was in his

study preparing his Sunday sermon, which arduous intellectual

effort was supposed to engage his close attention for five hours or

so weekly. Not a mouse interrupted. So Dolly and her lover had

the field to themselves from eight to ten in the rectory drawing-room.

From the first moment of Walter's entry, Dolly was dimly aware,

womanlike, of something amiss, something altered in his manner.

Not, indeed, that her lover was less affectionate or less tender

than usual,--if anything he seemed rather more so; but his talk was

embarrassed, pre-occupied, spasmodic. He spoke by fits and starts,

and seemed to hold back something. Dolly taxed him with it at

last. Walter tried to put it off upon her approaching departure.

But he was an honest young man, and so bad an actor that Dolly,

with her keen feminine intuitions, at once detected him. "It's

more than that," she said, all regret, leaning forward with a

quick-gathering moisture in her eye, for she really loved him.

"It's more than that, Walter. You've heard something somewhere

that you don't want to tell me."

Walter's color changed at once. He was a man, and therefore but

a poor dissembler. "Well, nothing very much," he admitted,

awkwardly.

Dolly, drew back like one stung; her heart beat fast. "What have

you heard?" she cried trembling; "Walter, Walter, I love you! You

must keep nothing back. Tell me NOW what it is. I can bear to

hear it."

The young man hesitated. "Only something my step-father heard from

a friend last night," he replied, floundering deeper and deeper.

"Nothing at all about you, darling. Only--well--about your

family."

Dolly's face was red as fire. A lump rose in her throat; she

started in horror. Then he had found out the Truth. He had probed

the Mystery.

"Something that makes you sorry you promised to marry me?" she

cried aloud in her despair. Heaven faded before her eyes. What

evil trick could mamma have played her?

As she stood there that moment--proud, crimson, breathless--Walter

Brydges would have married her if her father had been a tinker and

her mother a gipsy girl. He drew her toward him tenderly. "No,

darling," he cried, kissing her, for he was a chivalrous young man,

as he understood chivalry; and to him it was indeed a most cruel

blow to learn that his future wife was born out of lawful wedlock.

"I'm proud of you; I love you. I worship the very ground your

sweet feet tread on. Nothing on earth could make me anything but

grateful and thankful for the gift of your love you're gracious

enough to bestow on me."

But Dolly drew back in alarm. Not on such terms as those. She,

too, had her pride; she, too, had her chivalry. "No, no," she

cried, shrinking. "I don't know what it is. I don't know what it

means. But till I've gone home to London and asked about it from

mother,--oh, Walter, we two are no longer engaged. You are free

from your promise."

She said it proudly; she said it bravely. She said it with womanly

grace and dignity. Something of Herminia shone out in her that

moment. No man should ever take her--to the grandest home--unless

he took her at her full worth, pleased and proud to win her.

Walter soothed and coaxed; but Dolores stood firm. Like a rock in

the sea, no assault could move her. As things stood at present,

she cried, they were no longer engaged. After she had seen her

mother and talked it all over, she would write to him once more,

and tell him what she thought of it.

And, crimson to the finger-tips with shame and modesty, she rushed

from his presence up to her own dark bed-room.