I wrapped both hands around my mug and leaned against the railing. The training yard was visible below, already occupied. There was a group of Gammas running drills in the early light, their movements precise and synchronized in a way that made violence look like choreography from up here. I watched them and thought about learning. About Gideon’s offer to teach me. About the difference between waiting to be rescued and deciding not to wait. I was so focused on the yard that I didn’t hear the footsteps behind me until they stopped. Two women stood in the terrace doorway with coffee mugs. The taller one – dark-skinned, close-cropped hair, a quality of stillness that spoke of years spent standing watch in rooms where things happened – had clearly been mid-sentence when she stopped.

