“Trying to what?” she asked quietly. The silence stretched. “To deserve the chance,” I said. It wasn’t the word. But it was true. And right now truth was what I had. Her expression did something complicated; something that moved through her face like weather, too fast to name each thing. Her thumb moved across my knuckles. Once. Slow. I exhaled. A short, hard breath through my nose, like a man who’d been holding something heavy for a very long time. “You should get some rest,” I said. “Tomorrow will be a long day.” A sound escaped her. Half-laugh and half-something else entirely. Her hand tightened over mine for just a second before she released it. I stepped back. Put the distance between us that the rational part of me knew we needed and the rest of me wanted no part of.

