Chapter Ninety Two
I would be a big liar if I said I was not feeling nervous at all about heading. Over to go see king David, but I feel like I had reached the point where I realized. That being nervous was not going to do anything at all to change the situation and being scared out of my life was just a waste of time and just prolonging the amount of time I would have horrible emotions.
So the only thing that was left to do was, was for me to just suck it in and for me to be ready to face it all. What was I going to do? I really did wonder. Was I going to pretend that I had no idea what he was talking about? That definitely was going to be such an insult to him. He would never allow me to have a lenient punishment after that. So perhaps telling the whole truth is precisely what I had
