Chapter Eighteen
The question was just replaying in my mind over and over again and I had no idea why. I was just standing there not saying anything to him, but it was becoming very clear the more that time passed. It was the look in his eyes. It was another look that I had never seen before and it was very intimidating to me right now.
He had this look that just made me feel terrified. I felt like I needed to lie to him or something I. Just felt like if I revealed the truth, I was not going to get any good news whatsoever. It Felt like I was going to leave here disappointed, embarrassed and just wishing that I would keep my mouth shut. And so I opted for that very first section I chose. To tell a lie instead.
“You want the truth?” I ask him here again, taking a deep breath and he ju
