Chapter Sixty One
Dinner was an even more lonely meal than my breakfast had been, and I felt absolutely stupid because I spent the entire day waiting on something. I let his words get into my head. What Nick told me had started to make me feel a little bit more hopeful, and I just really thought that it would be happening.
I felt so stupid right now. I could actually shriek, remembering the things that I did in preparation for this. I wanted to stop so badly every single time I decided to do something else on top of everything that I had done before, but I couldn't stop myself. I showered, gotten rid of all my body hair apart from what's on my head obviously and my eyebrows because I do not want to look like a crazy person but I was definitely acting like I was expecting. My long
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