Chapter Forty Nine I really felt like I was reliving my favorite day ever, the day that I was with him for the very first time. As I looked into his eyes and held on tightly around his shoulders. I was loving the feel of his wet hair and just enjoying looking at that smile on his face as he looked at me. There seemed to be genuine joy oozing from him, from my presence, and I found it hard to believe, found it hard to really grasp that he truly could look this happy around me. He looked even happier than I was and I was beyond ecstatic to be here right now. Well, that was truly something that would be the case. That was something that would be the truth if I did not have something lingering in the back of my mind as we were showering together right now. I turned around to have him soap

