Given up

Claire

I have been in this pack all never seen the outside world. Now that my mother has died there is nothing holding me to this pack.

My Name is Claire Nova am 28 years old omega of Blue moon pack.l have live in the pack all my life only seen the outside side world during school feild trips.My father was the pack gardener who died during a rogue attack trying to find shelter.My mother was the head omega just died recently from heart failure .Mother was strong endured all the heart ache and the hard labour she had to face in order to take care of me and preventing the old Alpha from banishing us for being a burden to the pack.Her illness started to get worse when I just turned 15,so I had to quit school and start working in the pack house.My pack was not abusive but if you were a low rank member you had to work hard to earn you place under the Old Alpha ,but since his son Alpha Ronno took over things change for the better.He took over on his 21st birthday after years of training at the Academy.Soon omegas had salaries and better living conditions,We were now allowed to feather or education and work in other departments other than house keeping and farm work.This gave a lot of pack members courage not tostick to the norm.As for me nothing change I stayed in the pack working and taking care of my mother atleast now I could afford the little luxuries my small pay check cold afford Mother's health improve for the bett in the Last couple of years ,until two weeks back when the pack doctors told me her heart could take it any longer,I knew this day was coming but I was not prepared for it.Mother died early this morning now am sitting in this small cabin house realising I have noone left in this pack.life has not been kind but I survived now am thinking of me next steps alone in this world ,I decided to ask the Alpha if I can leave the pack for same time and see the outside world

It was not too difficult to convey the Alpha to let me leave the pack for some time,but he have me a few rules to follow.Come to the monthly pack meetings or call if I couldn't make its, and a number to call if I face any problems with the human law or other packs.