Sue
Ever wished to be a mannequin? To just stand as a lifeless display with some chic clothes on and expensive jewelry…You would not be able to feel any sadness or anger or guilt. Had Bob heard everything? There was a chance that he could not have, right? My stomach fluttered, I felt hot liquid rise from my stomach to my throat. I bent forward, my head feeling light, my body demanding reprieve. When I opened my mouth, nothing came out.
It was official, I wanted to be numb.
In a matter of hours, I had lost my daughter, my sister had died and I was about to lose Bob. If I had not already. I felt emotionally drained, physically battered, and psychologically damaged. It was like I was trapped in an endless nightmare. Like that dream, where you fall and fall…and never hit the ground.
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