Before June

Day 3

It was a pleasant morning when we got in the car and drove on reclusive roads with the crowning trees. And I just found myself being lost in a misty forest, escaping in my world that feels suffocating to breathe. Thinking that maybe I could find myself on the road I walk on, under the crowning trees.

After long darkness that enveloped the world, finally, the sunlight filtered through the trees, giving hope to those hopeless people like me. It wasn't a nice morning as it seems to be, I feel so sick like I just wanted to lay down on the bed and do nothing today. My morning is not as good as I wanted it to be.

That even the sunrise can't take all the pain within me. When someone shows me light, I don't know what to do with it because my heart has been rusted by sadness. Is it okay if what