[Ezra]
~It had been years since I thought about you until I did. But I am in my mind more often lately. With your thoughts that echo and scream so loud, I feel their reverberations in my heart.~
~She reminds me of you and she reminds me of you in ways I do not wish to be reminded. I hate myself for I am falling again, failing again and feeling again and I don’t like it.~
I shut the journal, licking the saltiness off my lips.
Taking a deep breath, I concentrated on the burn in my chest that had turned even more bitter and excruciating. But my mind felt lighter than before. A lot less chaotic.
Although it took me the entire night to write two worthless, senseless, crappiest paragraphs of literature in my journal. And I wasn’t even counting all the sentences I struck off, scribbled away.
