Possessive Billionaire Mr. Jones

Chapter 16 | I Wouldn't Do That If I Were You

Why can't I open up a f*****g door?

I have been standing outside of Killian's office for the last two minutes, after replaying yesterday's events I was beyond nervous of what he had to explain to me.

My hands started to shake as I knocked on the door.

"Come in." A voice said through the door.

What if what he says to me is another lie? It seemed like a lie, maybe a brand new lie. I'm Emma Swan, I see through lies. So what was the reason now?

I straighten my skirt and walked through the door. My heart skipped a beat when I enter his blue ocean eyes trailing on me. I quietly shut the door, walking to sit down on the sofa. Eyeing him closely I could see he was nervous just as well as me. His palms was sweaty and his eye held sorrow. He seemed so scared to explain whatever there was to explain.

I uncomfortably shift in my seat because no one said anything yet. We sat in silence, and all I wanted to do was to get this over with.

Talk about awkward.

"So..." I started trailing off.

He clears his throat, "This is harder than what I thought it was." he sighs.

I furrow my eyebrows, "What's hard?" I question.

He sat in silence trembling. I stare into his blue eyes as they said something else. "I-I," he stuttered out.

Without thinking I reach for his hand, placing my palms on top of his, he needed the comfort because I knew he need it. Having - wanting to have comfort for so many years you tend to notice the little things in people, if they need it or not.

"Hey you know you can tell me anything." I comfort him, rubbing my thumb over his, "I once knew It was hard to trust people, it still is." I quietly tell him. Because it was the truth.

He sighs, swallowing a lump in his throat as he kept his head down. "I didn't want to tell you, to get you the wrong idea." he start, piercing his eyes in mine as he start to explain, "Milah was my first love a few years ago. We spent two wonderful years before everything went down."

I quietly nod, rubbing his palms to help him finish. Ignoring the sparks going up my spine, his hand felt so broad. Was it wrong I loved the feeling of his hand on mine?

He continues, "I found out I was the only person in the relationship that was in love. She fooled me just because of my fame, she wanted more fame. And I believed she loved me, I was such a fool."

"No you're not" I wanted to tell him. "You're wonderful." I also wanted to blurt out, but I didn't want to interrupt.

"When I found out, that night we had a heated argument. I wanted to break up with her as soon as I found out but she blackmailed me. She said if we broke up she would tell the press about the real reason how my dad died." his lip quiver. "So a year later she moved to New York, and told me to get my s**t together, because I was so angry I cheated on her, playing with so many women. A year later I realized that I couldn't get out of it. She could ruin me. Ruin my life. When I moved here I stop the flings, So when she called a few week ago I took her out to the Jolly Roger. I hated it, in her mind we are like the perfect couple and she loved the attention, but in mine mind she was the most deceiving women I've ever met." his anger grew as he told me the story. "I couldn't believe I thought she loved me. Ever since then I hated my life, I hated everything that's why I was hard on you when I first got here. And I apologize about that love."

A tear rolled down my cheek, this is so terrible how could someone be so evil.

I've never seen Killian so vulnerable since I worked with him. And now that I knew the whole story of why he put up an act. It was to protect himself, his walls. I have those walls.

Without hesitation I moved my hand from his, making them cold and got up from my seat to give him a hug. Actions could speak louder than words.

I wrapped my arms around him my head rested on his shoulder. He stood still in shocked. But he soon accepted it, wrapping his arms around my small back. I kept whispering, I'm here for you, It's going to be okay.

We stood hugging for a while only because I didn't want to let go. I started to pull back but he pulled me back in, a little to strong, making me land on his lap.

I was sitting on my bosses lap. Holy mother of sexy god!

My cheeks instantly turn a shade of red, making him smirk. He now knew how he could make an affect on me with a touch. I stared his in eyes, as he leaned in close to my ear making my heart pump faster and faster. I felt his breathe tickling my ear as he spoke, "Thank you for everything." his voice was hoarse. Why was he thanking me?

He leaned back, letting his breathing linger my ear. He was now staring at my lips. I bit my lip nervous of what was going to happen next. He groaned eyeing me, "I wouldn't do that if I were you." he warns.

I bit my lip harder, more nervous, "Do what-"

But before I could finish my sentence his lips were found on mine.

And I was kissing him back.

The kiss started off slow and passionate, his hands running around my blonde hair has his big hands find my hair tie, pulling my up-do hair out making my blonde golden hair fall down my back. My hands snaked around is neck tugging his hair, as he let out a low groan. His lips against mine where minty, a addicting flavor.

My stomach felt like tons of butterflies fluttering around. My skin felt hot when he now started to rub circle patterns on my arm, making my skin hot. I kiss him with more passion. He lick my lips asking for entrance as it was granted. Our tongue battling with each other. I felt alive when I was with Killian, and I liked the feeling of his hands finding its way towards my thighs as he gave them I squeeze. I moan against his lips. Breathing heavily as we broke away our kiss for breath. Our foreheads touch each other as we stare at each other eyes, mine staring at his deep blue eyes, his staring at my forest green eyes. I was breathless.

He keep is hands running on my thighs back and forth, as I blush a deep red.

"You are beautiful swan." he whisper softly.

That was all he had to say before I attacked his lips this time.