Have you ever had the feeling like then and there your life would feel like its falling apart? Because right now I have that exact same feeling. A strong feeling. In less than a week we will be heading back home. So Milah of course invited Killian and I to our last dinner here in California. Moving my fork against the dinner plate, my stomach twisted because I was nervous. I was currently in the restaurant, Killian in front of me, and Milah right beside him. Apparently she made sure to separate me and Killian, so she choose a booth to sit at. And if your thinking Killian would say no about this arrangement. Well he could not because there were paparazzi's here following us because of course Miliah called them to follow us for the day. And to think my life couldn't get any worse. Befor

