"But until I was grown up, my mother was always so indifferent to me."
Calvin paused, then continued, "Since I was little I have felt no affection, only the responsibility thrust upon me. But such a big family, even if it's beautiful on the surface, there's always conflict in it. My father is the eldest son. The family determines that the eldest son inherits, but when I was young, my health was not good. When I was ten years old, I had a serious illness and almost died. At that time, my uncles thought..."
"They did it to you?" I heard that and guessed what happened next.
"Yes." Calvin's voice was still weak, "They were responsible for my severe illness ..."
I wondered. "But I still don't understand. Why do you say that your mother will be satisfied if you stop?"
This time Calvin is si
