We spent the rest of the day reminiscing about the past. Me telling him things I thought I remembered and him confirming that my memories were in fact correct. We went through a few of my sketchbooks, and I realized that all this time the things Mom told me were all my imagination were in fact true memories from my past. Spending time with Eric made me realize more and more what I had missed out on. I want to be able to just let it all go and focus on my future, but this pain is too fresh. We decided to go check out the lighthouse. When we opened the doors to start the climb up the first thing, I noticed was the stairs. Just like in my drawings they were a bright red. When we got to the top the view overlooking the ocean was breathtaking. This would be an amazing place to sit and draw. Bu

