Depraved Professor

Chapter 12: "New Facets of My Relationship with David"

My relationship with David is getting closer and deeper every day. I begin to see him as not just my lover, but also my destiny. The look in his eyes, the touch, the words-it all makes my heart beat faster. I know that I love him, and this feeling fills me with strength and confidence.

One evening, when we're alone, David stares at me so intently that my breath catches in my throat.

"Emily," he says softly, " I want you to know how much you mean to me. You are the most precious thing that was and is with me.

I take his hand in mine and answer.

— You mean everything to me, too, David. You make me feel alive, real.

His lips touch mine, and the world disappears. At this moment, it's just the two of us and our desire to be together.

Our intimate moments are becoming more explicit and passionate. I discover new facets of pleasure and intimacy that I never imagined before. Every time we embrace, I feel our souls intertwine and our love grows stronger.

After one of those nights, lying in his arms, I whisper—

" I love you, David."

He doesn't answer right away, as if he wants to capture that moment in his mind.

— And I love you, Emily. More life.

These words make me tremble with happiness. I cling to him even more tightly, feeling happy tears roll down my cheeks.

In the days that follow, I find myself thinking more and more often that I can't imagine my life without David. His support, love and care give me the strength to move forward and overcome any difficulties. I'm starting to realize that our bond isn't just a passion, it's a deep feeling that can stand the test of time.

One day, sitting at the window and watching the sunset, I tell him—

" With you, I am ready for any challenge. You are my support, my light in the dark.

David puts his arm around me from behind and kisses my neck.

— We'll always be together, Emily. I promise.

His words sound like an oath, and I believe them with all my heart.

With each new day we spend together, I realize more and more clearly that my love for David is not just a hobby or passion. This is a deep, sincere feeling that has changed my life forever. And I am ready to go forward, holding his hand, towards our common future.

But deep down, I know that the past can still remind me of itself. The conflict with Harris and the breakup with Sarah left scars that will hurt for a long time to come. However, with David by my side, I feel able to overcome any adversity.

Our love is a fortress that will protect us from all storms. And I believe that together we can build a happy life.

My studies at Oxford are nearing completion, and I'm trying to focus on my classes, lectures, and new acquaintances. I want to put all the conflicts behind me and start my life with a clean slate. Sometimes I feel like the past doesn't have any power over me anymore, but in quiet moments of solitude, the memories still catch up with me.

At university, I gradually start making new friends. They don't know about my past struggles, and this gives me the opportunity to be myself without fear of judgment. We spend time together: we go to coffee shops, walk around the campus, discuss lectures and future plans.

One day after class, I meet up with my new friends at a coffee shop. We have a lively conversation, laugh, share our dreams and fears. One of them, Kate, suddenly asks:

"Emily, have you thought about what you want to do after graduation?"

I think for a moment.

"To be honest, I'm not sure yet. But it seems to me that I want to use my experience for something meaningful. Maybe get involved in human rights work or work in the field of education.

Another friend, Lisa, smiles.

— You've always been determined and brave. I'm sure you'll find your calling.

Their support and interest in me make me feel like a part of something bigger, give me a sense of belonging to the community.

However, I don't forget about David in the company of new friends. We see each other almost every day, and our meetings are filled with tenderness and passion. Sometimes I find myself thinking that it was because of him that I was able to look so confidently into the future.

At one of the parties, I notice some guys giving me interested looks. Deep down, I can still feel the old excitement, but it's different now — I know I have David, and no amount of flirting can shake my loyalty to him.

One evening, when David and I are alone, I share my observations with him:

— You know, at parties, I sometimes feel other men's eyes on me.

David looks at me with a slightly raised eyebrow.

— And how do you feel?"

I shrug.

"In the past, it might have confused me, or even attracted me. But now ... now I realize that all I need is you.

He pulls me close and whispers in my ear.

— I'm glad to hear it. You're my only one.

His words make my heart beat faster, and I can feel the warmth spreading inside me.

During the last semesters, I've been trying to focus on my studies as much as possible, but at the same time, I've been enjoying every moment I've spent with David. We walk around Oxford, visit exhibitions and museums, and spend our evenings in each other's arms.

Sometimes I think about how far I've come and how much I've changed. The conflict with Harris and the breakup with Sarah left a mark on my soul, but David's love and new friendships are helping me move forward.

I begin to see the world in new colors, to understand that life is not only struggle and suffering, but also joy, love and happiness. And I am ready to go forward, holding David's hand, towards our common future.

But deep down, I know that some of the wounds of the past haven't fully healed yet. Nevertheless, I believe that together we can overcome everything.

With each passing day of my Oxford studies, I am increasingly drawn to the memory of how far I went in my confrontation with Harris. Sometimes it seems to me that those events were in another life. But the scars of the past still hurt, and I can't completely get rid of them.

As I sit in the library with a book in my hand, I can't help replaying the episodes that changed my life. How I gathered evidence, teetering on the edge of fear and determination. How I struggled with moral dilemmas, trying to figure out whether to destroy Harris ' career in order to defeat him. How intimate moments with David gave me the strength to keep fighting.

"Maybe I was too harsh? I wonder. "Or, on the contrary, didn't show enough determination?"

These questions keep running through my head. I try to evaluate my actions and their consequences. On the one hand, I defended myself and my principles. On the other hand, my actions led to a breakup with Sarah and other painful changes in my life.

One evening, when David gets home, I decide to share my thoughts:

— Have you ever thought about how far I've come against Harris?" I ask, looking into his eyes.

David sits down next to me and takes my hand in his.

— You did what you thought was right. You defended yourself, and I have always supported and will continue to support your decision.

I sigh.

"But the price was high. I lost my friendship with Sarah, I went through so much stress… Is it worth it?

He kisses me gently on the forehead.

— You don't have to regret what you did. You are a strong and brave woman who was not afraid to stand up to injustice. And I'm proud of you.

His words calm me down a little, but I still have my doubts. I recall intimate moments that were pivotal in my journey. Just as I found strength and confidence in David's arms. How his love and support kept me moving forward, no matter what.

One evening, lying in his arms, I think back to my thoughts.

— Sometimes I feel like I still can't fully comprehend what happened. Everything feels like a dream... or a nightmare.

David looks at me fondly.

— The past is a part of you, but it shouldn't determine your future. You deserve happiness, and together we will build it.

His words sound like a promise, and I believe them. But deep down, I know that memories of the past will haunt me for a long time to come. They are a part of me, a part of the path that led me to who I am now.

Still, as I look into David's eyes, I know I want to put all my resentments and fears behind me. I want to start a new chapter of my life, where there will be only happiness, love and hope.

But the shadow of the past still looms on the horizon, reminding us of itself in a soft whisper of memories. And I know that I still have a lot of thinking to do before I can completely let go of what was there.