me and my boyfriend started in in October of 06 we dating for about a couple mouths and we decided to move in together so we both a family so we decided to have a baby. but when went to doctor I was pregnant . and when it was time fore have my angle my body was ready so the had to have a c section. I was sore for while but nothing I couldn't handled. we were happy little family and when my son turn 4 years old one of my sister was telling me that there was something not quite right with my son she said he wouldn't play with his cousin he would play round them but not with then so me and my sister took him to see a pediatric and she don't nothing wrong with him they said will have to get to know better before they can say for sure. so when he turn 4 years old we decided to put him a Pre-k in my home town and they get know him pretty good they noticed a guess the same my sister did so they call us in had a talk with us about what they noticed go on with him they said they wasn't sure what was wrong with him so they get the broad of education involved in with our child so we had IEP meeting about him and they seem to think he had ADH and they when in went in Kindergarten they could do more to help so the minute he in to kindergarten he broad of education keep there work they get someone to and watch him play with the toy they brought for him to play in stead play with like push the car he would take them and put in a line. I guess that was all need to know about a hour later they come and told what they discover they was indeed was autistic and that when my whole world crumble and know what to do they I could do was cry I felt that it was my fault the reason my son was in this condition his teacher ask if I was right I told no I told I feel like it was my fault because of him condition he ask what do have done to make him this I told I don't know may it was I eat or something I should eaten but no matter I try to blame myself she said it was'nt that I did because it was all the kids would have autism than tell me she a child daughter with autism so I wouldn't fell so long in this world. why son was in kindergarten they said he beat his head over a doorknob I was at work at that time my boss come running to me and told the school need to come there quickly when get my son had gash on his head scared the living s**t out of me I went to the principal and the ask to see the tape of that day of my accident but he said that can't show it to me but did say that he don't mean to hit his head. that graduated for kindergarten and went to 1grade and were he stabbed a another child with pencil and elbow his teacher in her stomach and my son almost stabbed the little girl in her face so when I get him home I gave him a paddling for the mean thing he had in school that but I learn when her in his blind rage that not on tell what he would do he even throw thing at me hitting me in my eye am not done with my story yet coming back to wrote some more later on I can along wrote so much and than I will have come off for awhile