My Lost Angel

Chapter 6

(Meeting brother and family.)

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Next day.

It was the day went little did she knew was about to take a big u-turn.

I was excited as well as nervous for no reason. As a professional event planner, I should not be excited or nervous because it is very unprofessional and it’s not my first time doing it.

I re-checked with commodities so if they were not in place or something else, I could see some or come up with an alternative, quicker. Last, I check with the cooking team, Addy had gone to get the ice cream.

The event will start at 16:00, so we have two hours more, I and Addy had finished all the work it’s just the wait for the guest.

My instinct told me to leave the place quickly, if I would act that would sound like an unprofessional thing to do so I started at my place waiting for my clients to come I knew whatever was going to happen will happen and I had to keep a brave face on.

I saw people coming I did see some familiar faces, but I cannot point or two to whom they were where did I see them my heart kept on racing as soon as I saw a similar figure and as soon as that person in front of me I knew who he was.

He was my brother and he looked very, very pissed you could see other the emotions too but the clearest was pissed.

I saw my parents I saw my best friend. I knew I was running out of luck and I knew fact that tonight is going to be the longest night ever I put on my brave face just acted like I didn’t know them to behave like a stranger it hurt me but I knew that I could not act like an unprofessional and immature person so I did what I thought was right I behaved like an employee hired by a client I had an idea what two things were going on but kept my mouth shut I saw my friend who looked at me like I had seen a ghost and try to question me by her looks but I knew that I had to act the way I had to, but I saw my parents I knew did recognize me immediately I could see in their eye pity and pain.

It made me feel more guilty when I saw them, I knew what I did was a cowardly thing, but I knew I had to act now as an employee. I knew it was too stupid of me to keep on repeating the voids that I had to act professionally that I had to act like a grown-up adult my will was giving up, but I knew that I have to stand up I don’t know I do sound like a crazy person.

But that’s how I am, I knew as soon as the night is over I had to face them, I cannot hide anymore like an old friend who had betrayed the most lovable person. I could not run anymore because I knew that it was known nowhere to run.

I slowly looked around trying to be patient, looking for my ex-husband, his family and his new fiance Karan Smith, I knew my heart was about to break all over again the pain the same way I had felt during leaving him will be coming back again.

I knew no one was going to be by my side, no one would be happy looking at my face but I knew I had to act professionally.

The old me be wished for love and be loved, I knew deep down that wasn’t me anymore, I had given up on my love, I do not know, I do not wish that and I do not want to be loved by a man. I’m happy with what I have I don’t think I need any more.