LAYLA:
Sitting in the balcony alone gave me a better feeling than when I did it with my mother. Not that I have come to fully appreciate calling her that but it was better than being in denial of my affiliation with her.
The view of the field was a delight. I understand now what Derek meant when he mentioned that he would like to have something like this. Perhaps it's his words that ignited the clearer insight into it. Whatever must have clicked in sure did me a lot of good.
I couldn't help but sigh when the thought of Derek flashes through my head. Thinking about him made me remember what transpired between us yesterday and just how much of a ride I did feel.
I still can't believe that I kissed him. Not like it is the first time but this one was different. The first time was done out
