Matters of the Heart
267 Words
A feeling is no longer the same when it comes the second time. It dies through the awareness of its return. We become tired and weary of our feelings when they come too often and last too long. One would say that it is better to follow our feelings. We bury things so deep we no longer remember there was anything to bury. Our bodies remember. Our minds remember. But we do not.
Well, the suspense is what keeps it alive, knowing the breaking point and borderlines of a relationship make it somewhat unnatural. It’s like watching a movie for the first time, the thrill is never the same after the first time. You might actually love the movie and watch it over and over again, but the truth is you can never experience the exact feeling twice. I believe love is something that finds us, not something we have to battle for. However, love is something you put work into and mature, but you can not go the distance with someone that easily gives up. I know you’re probably thinking every woman desires to be fought for sometimes, otherwise, they can not know if it is for real.
But maybe that's the problem right there. People have their own expectations of how love should be and I, on the other hand, have loved a girl so much but never knew how to love. If we had 10 chances, 9/10 times, I would still fail. The reason is that we should have got it right the very first time, otherwise, all we are doing is damage control.
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