"Tell me, Miss Walker! You know how things should
be. What would you say was a good profession for a young
man of twenty-six who has had no education worth speaking
about, and who is not very quick by nature?" The speaker
was Charles Westmacott, and the time this same summer
evening in the tennis ground, though the shadows had
fallen now and the game been abandoned.
The girl glanced up at him, amused and surprised.
"Do you mean yourself?"
"Precisely."
"But how could I tell?"
"I have no one to advise me. I believe that you
could do it better than any one. I feel confidence in
your opinion."
"It is very flattering." She glanced up again at his
earnest, questioning face, with its Saxon eyes and
drooping flaxen mustache, in some doubt as to whether he
might be joking. On the contrary, all his attention
seemed to be concentrated upon her answer.
"It depends so much upon what you can do, you
know. I do not know you sufficiently to be able to say
what natural gifts you have." They were walking slowly
across the lawn in the direction of the house.
"I have none. That is to say none worth mentioning.
I have no memory and I am very slow."
"But you are very strong."
"Oh, if that goes for anything. I can put up a
hundred-pound bar till further orders; but what sort of
a calling is that?"
Some little joke about being called to the bar
flickered up in Miss Walker's mind, but her companion was
in such obvious earnest that she stifled down her
inclination to laugh.
"I can do a mile on the cinder-track in 4:50 and
across-country in 5:20, but how is that to help me? I
might be a cricket professional, but it is not a very
dignified position. Not that I care a straw about
dignity, you know, but I should not like to hurt the old
lady's feelings.
"Your aunt's?"
"Yes, my aunt's. My parents were killed in the
Mutiny, you know, when I was a baby, and she has looked
after me ever since. She has been very good to me. I'm
sorry to leave her."
"But why should you leave her?" They had reached the
garden gate, and the girl leaned her racket upon the top
of it, looking up with grave interest at her big
white-flanneled companion.
"It's, Browning," said he.
"What!"
"Don't tell my aunt that I said it"--he sank his
voice to a whisper--"I hate Browning."
Clara Walker rippled off into such a merry peal of
laughter that he forgot the evil things which he had
suffered from the poet, and burst out laughing too.
"I can't make him out," said he. "I try, but he is
one too many. No doubt it is very stupid of me; I don't
deny it. But as long as I cannot there is no use
pretending that I can. And then of course she feels
hurt, for she is very fond of him, and likes to read him
aloud in the evenings. She is reading a piece now `Pippa
Passes,' and I assure you, Miss Walker, that I don't even
know what the title means. You must think me a dreadful
fool."
"But surely he is not so incomprehensible as all
that?" she said, as an attempt at encouragement.
"He is very bad. There are some things, you know,
which are fine. That ride of the three Dutchmen, and
Herve Riel and others, they are all right. But there was
a piece we read last week. The first line stumped my
aunt, and it takes a good deal to do that, for she rides
very straight. `Setebos and Setebos and Setebos.' That
was the line."
"It sounds like a charm."
"No, it is a gentleman's name. Three gentlemen, I
thought, at first, but my aunt says one. Then he goes
on, `Thinketh he dwelleth in the light of the moon.' It
was a very trying piece."
Clara Walker laughed again.
"You must not think of leaving your aunt," she said.
"Think how lonely she would be without you."
"Well, yes, I have thought of that. But you must
remember that my aunt is to all intents hardly
middle-aged, and a very eligible person. I don't think
that her dislike to mankind extends to individuals. She
might form new ties, and then I should be a third wheel
in the coach. It was all very well as long as I was only
a boy, when her first husband was alive."
"But, good gracious, you don't mean that Mrs.
Westmacott is going to marry again?" gasped Clara.
The young man glanced down at her with a question in
his eyes "Oh, it is only a remote, possibility, you
know," said he. "Still, of course, it might happen, and
I should like to know what I ought to turn my hand to."
"I wish I could help you," said Clara. "But I really
know very little about such things. However, I could
talk to my father, who knows a very great deal of the
world."
"I wish you would. I should be so glad if you
would."
"Then I certainly will. And now I must say
good-night, Mr. Westmacott, for papa will be wondering
where I am."
"Good night, Miss Walker." He pulled off his flannel
cap, and stalked away through the gathering darkness.
Clara had imagined that they had been the last on the
lawn, but, looking back from the steps which led up to
the French windows, she saw two dark figures moving
across towards the house. As they came nearer she could
distinguish that they were Harold Denver and her sister
Ida. The murmur of their voices rose up to her ears, and
then the musical little child-like laugh which she knew
so well. "I am so delighted," she heard her sister say.
"So pleased and proud. I had no idea of it. Your words
were such a surprise and a joy to me. Oh, I am so glad."
"Is that you, Ida?"
"Oh, there is Clara. I must go in, Mr. Denver.
Good-night!"
There were a few whispered words, a laugh from Ida,
and a "Good-night, Miss Walker," out of the darkness.
Clara took her sister's hand, and they passed together
through the long folding window. The Doctor had gone
into his study, and the dining-room was empty. A single
small red lamp upon the sideboard was reflected tenfold
by the plate about it and the mahogany beneath it,
though its single wick cast but a feeble light into the
large, dimly shadowed room. Ida danced off to the big
central lamp, but Clara put her hand upon her arm. "I
rather like this quiet light," said she. "Why should we
not have a chat?" She sat in the Doctor's large red
plush chair, and her sister cuddled down upon the
footstool at her feet, glancing up at her elder with a
smile upon her lips and a mischievous gleam in her eyes.
There was a shade of anxiety in Clara's face, which
cleared away as she gazed into her sister's frank blue
eyes.
"Have you anything to tell me, dear?" she asked.
Ida gave a little pout and shrug to her shoulder.
"The Solicitor-General then opened the case for the
prosecution," said she. "You are going to cross-examine
me, Clara, so don't deny it. I do wish you would have
that grey satin foulard of yours done up. With a little
trimming and a new white vest it would look as good as
new, and it is really very dowdy."
"You were quite late upon the lawn," said the
inexorable Clara.
"Yes, I was rather. So were you. Have you anything
to tell me?" She broke away into her merry musical
laugh.
"I was chatting with Mr. Westmacott."
"And I was chatting with Mr. Denver. By the way,
Clara, now tell me truly, what do you think of Mr.
Denver? Do you like him? Honestly now!"
"I like him very much indeed. I think that he is one
of the most gentlemanly, modest, manly young men that I
have ever known. So now, dear, have you nothing to tell
me?" Clara smoothed down her sister's golden hair with
a motherly gesture, and stooped her face to catch the
expected confidence. She could wish nothing better than
that Ida should be the wife of Harold Denver, and from
the words which she had overheard as they left the lawn
that evening, she could not doubt that there was some
understanding between them.
But there came no confession from Ida. Only the same
mischievous smile and amused gleam in her deep blue eyes.
"That grey foulard dress----" she began.
"Oh, you little tease! Come now, I will ask you what
you have just asked me. Do you like Harold Denver?"
"Oh, he's a darling!"
"Ida!"
"Well, you asked me. That's what I think of him.
And now, you dear old inquisitive, you will get nothing
more out of me; so you must wait and not be too curious.
I'm going off to see what papa is doing." She sprang to
her feet, threw her arms round her sister's neck,
gave her a final squeeze, and was gone. A chorus from
Olivette, sung in her clear contralto, grew fainter and
fainter until it ended in the slam of a distant door.
But Clara Walker still sat in the dim-lit room with
her chin upon her hands, and her dreamy eyes looking out
into the gathering gloom. It was the duty of her, a
maiden, to play the part of a mother--to guide another in
paths which her own steps had not yet trodden. Since her
mother died not a thought had been given to herself, all
was for her father and her sister. In her own eyes she
was herself very plain, and she knew that her manner was
often ungracious when she would most wish to be gracious.
She saw her face as the glass reflected it, but she did
not see the changing play of expression which gave it its
charm--the infinite pity, the sympathy, the sweet
womanliness which drew towards her all who were in doubt
and in trouble, even as poor slow-moving Charles
Westmacott had been drawn to her that night. She was
herself, she thought, outside the pale of love. But it
was very different with Ida, merry, little, quick-witted,
bright-faced Ida. She was born for love. It was her
inheritance. But she was young and innocent. She must
not be allowed to venture too far without help in those
dangerous waters. Some understanding there was between
her and Harold Denver. In her heart of hearts Clara,
like every good woman, was a match-maker, and already she
had chosen Denver of all men as the one to whom she could
most safely confide Ida. He had talked to her more than
once on the serious topics of life, on his aspirations,
on what a man could do to leave the world better for his
presence. She knew that he was a man of a noble nature,
high-minded and earnest. And yet she did not like this
secrecy, this disinclination upon the part of one so
frank and honest as Ida to tell her what was passing.
She would wait, and if she got the opportunity next day
she would lead Harold Denver himself on to this topic.
It was possible that she might learn from him what her
sister had refused to tell her.