Ezra’s POV
I'm so pissed at Carissa. We had a moment that we both were enjoying and she just had to end it abruptly. She said a lot of words last night and honestly, she overstepped her boundaries. I should fire her. I should let her go. But I don't. I'm so angry because most of the things she said last night were true, if not all of it. I'm angry that she had to see through me. I should send her away. She's clearly messing up my rhythm. Before her, my life flowed in a particular rhythm. Work, alcohol, women, repeat. Now it's all messed up. I can't even bring myself to have s*x without her face popping up in my mind, or even drink without her trying to lecture me about how bad alcohol is for my health.
Why is she not like other women that I don't even think about at all. She's all up i
