BONNIE
Men are always curious about the opposite s*x. This is what I've learned while growing up in a unique environment.
After being molested several times, I had to get used to the fact that I always needed to be cautious around men. I have to be aware of my limitations and secure all barriers - especially when it comes to the Zheng Gang. No matter how much I wanted to trust them nor get attached to our bond, I decided to do neither in the end.
I know Xyril is just curious about me because he is a man. It is his nature. Perhaps it also seems challenging because I appear to be someone he can't easily possess. But when he finally gets what he wants, I'm sure that curiosity will simply vanish. So despite the attraction that I feel towards him, even if it reaches a point when it becomes u
