No matter how hard Fierce tried to stop our wedding ay natuloy parin ito. And yes, I became his wife. His invisible wife, to be told.
Kayla survived the asthma attack she have the last time we talk but did not survive the heart ache she have when she learned that Fierce married me to protect her from his father's wrath. Kayla committed suicide right after my wedding with Fierce and after that, Fierce is no longer the same. Kung gaano siya kacold noong hindi pa kami kasal ay mas nadoble pa ito ng makasal kami.
I know, it's my fault that he is behaving this way. Sinisi ko rin sarili ko sa pagkawala ni Kayla and even if I say na hindi ko intensyon na umabot sa ganon ang lahat ay may kasalanan pa rin ako. I was the caused of all of it.
I still remember Kayla's last word before she lost her breath... "I am Fierce's one and only true love. Kung iniisip mo na mamahalin ka niya kapag kinasal na kayo, keep dreaming cause I will never let him love you!" with that she close her eyes.
1 year passed after that incident and yes 1 year na din akong pilit binabalewala ni Fierce. He is now the CEO of the Ashura-Indrada's Group of Companies.
Past forward
Kanina pa ako inaantok sa kahihintay sa asawa ko. Past 11pm na pero wala parin siyang dumarating. I called his phone several times pero laging unattended ito making me worry so much.
I fix myself when i heard the sound of an engine coming from our garage. Tumakbo ako kaagad sa main door para tignan and yes it was him. I smiled widely to welcome him home pero napalis ito ng may bumaba sa left side ng sasakyan. A girl, a woman to be exact.
"Who is she?" I asked him ng makalapit na siya sa akin pero dumaan lamang ito na parang walang nakita.
Bago siya sundan ng babaeng kasama niya ay naharang ko na agad ito.
"Who are you?" I ask her.
The girl look at me from head to toe na ikinainis ng mukha ko.
"Or should I say, Who are you too? Are you his maid? Hindi mo ako tatanungin kung gusto ko ng maiinom?" maarteng wika nito na nagpadagdag sa inis ko. How dare her!
I look at her directly on her eyes, "Wala akong oras na kausapin ka. Umalis ka na habang mabait pa ako or else you will not like what I am going to do to you kung magpupumilit ka pang pumasok sa pamamahay ko", my warning sa tonong wika ko. The girl seem's to be affected by it. I touch the porcelain vase na nasa tabi ko. " and oh by the way, you are asking who I am, right? I AM HIS WIFE!" wika ko kasabay ng pagtaas sa vase pero bago ko ito tuluyang maitaas ay tumakbo na ito kaagad palabas ng bahay.
I sighed. This is the 28th times na ginawa ko ito. Not that Fierce only become a hundred times cold but also became a playboy. Worst is that lagi siyang nagdadala ng babae dito sa bahay na alam kong ginagawa niya lang para inisin at galitin ako.
Ganun pa man, I can't blame him. I made him like that. I touch my belly when I felt like someone kicked. Yes, I am pregnant and he doesn't know it kasi lasing siya ng may mangyari sa amin. I am hoping to tell him about it pero natatakot ako na baka hindi siya maniwala since he proclaimed that he will never want me to be the mother of his child and he doesn't even like the idea of me giving birth to his own blood.
My gaze turned to the stairs when I heard the sound of slippers coming down. It was him.
"Where is she?" walang emosyong sabi niya.
"I shoved her out" I told him. Walang mangyayari kung magsisinungaling pa ako. "Aren't you tired of bringing a lot of girls here? Wala ding mangyayari diba? I will still scare them away at kahit ilang babae pa ang dalhin mo dito sa bahay, Kayla will never come back to you" wika ko na ikinaigting ng panga niya.
"Watch your words at baka makalimutan ko na babae ka" blanko ang ekspresyong wika nito.
"You need to wake up, Fierce" pagpapatuloy ko. "You think hahayaan kita na patuloy akong balewain? No. I am your wife at wala ka ng magagawa doon sa ayaw at gusto mo" wika ko.
Puno ng sarkasmong tumawa ito. "My wife? I never considered you as my wife. You only have me in papers, but considering you being my wife never crossed my mind!" wika nito bago umalis sa harapan ko.
It hurts. It hurts me like hell. Pero kailangan ko paring magtiis diba? Kakayanin ko naman sigurong magpanggap na hindi nasasaktan sa harapan niya. I have to win his heart.