Deacon MontgomeryShe should be here by now. God, I hope she isn’t going to second-guess coming here. I want her so much. I have never been so attracted to someone in my entire life. The past month and a half, I’ve had one giant case of blue balls, and let me say that it blows. Not that I couldn’t wait longer if it meant having her, but I don’t want to, and I don’t think she wants to either. Although, the fact that she isn’t here is making me worry that she might not be ready. Stopping off at her apartment to drop off a very drunk Claire and Ben shouldn’t take this long.
The way she was at the concert was so f*****g refreshing. She seemed happy and light. The normal darkness that taints her everyday actions was absent and she was incredible. The way we were felt so normal, and I could envi
