Xenith on entering his room starts throwing whatever stuff comes in his way, destroying the room in his rage. Getting on the bar stool he starts drinking to get away from the pain he felt believing what he did with Emily was wrong and the image of her being scared because of him starts playing in front of him.
He bangs his hands that he used to choke her to the death against the wall and punishes himself. A void feeling took a toll on him as he was in a great mess and don't know how to take care of the situation, "I am sorry mom, I let you down," he mumbled crying with the thought of how he raised his hand on Emily, "I am sorry mom.. I am sorry, today I did go against your preaching... Please forgive me or please come and punish me" he confides looking at the sky from the balcony reminis
