Bela's POV Even though I told Jade I was happy, I was scared to death. It was easy with the twins. They slept a lot, and we had been doing so much in preparation for getting our land back that they were with caregivers more than with us. I know that when things get started back on our pack land, we will still be giving the kids to other people so we can focus on setting everything up. I view the twins as mine, but this one is actually mine. I won't treat them any differently, but it doesn't change that I am still scared of all of it. I won't let Jade know though. I have to be strong and her rock. She has a lot on her plate and this is just one more thing to add to it. Also adding to this is the fact that there is still a possibility that the monster who was trying to get her two years a

