Bela's POV
After everything that happened, all I wanted to do was get some sleep. I was happy for Vic, but it was hard watching him with Sarah. I know that her father is gone, but a part of me doesn't even want to try with Jade. She had an entire life without me in two years. I didn't even feel betrayal pains because she didn't know we were mates. I still feel it now. The deep pain in your chest, mostly when I look at the twins. I would die for them, they are Jade's, but I haven't gotten to the part in my brain where I can accept them as mine. I don't even know if that is what Jade wants. I am one of the most elite warriors of the pack and I can't ask the woman who is my mate what she thinks about all of this.
I lay awake replaying the evening. Every smile Jade made. How happy she was fo
