"Ii wonder if i'll ever have a chance with Joel" , ii thought to myself , work got me so stressed but all ii could do was think of him . Would that be a badd thing ??
Ii know at that time ii wasn't interested in relationships because ii was focusing on getting my license , but Joel has something in him that has me thinking all day . Hours went by and ii was still smiling to myself , lost in thoughts , not worrying or minding anyone's business . It felt good jus to be by myself for a change .
"Ah-hem" , ii snapped out of my thoughts , "why aren't uu concentrating ? " , it was my manager being a b***h again . Her name is Sherbani Ramraj , a typical indian name . She has her mood swings with the whole team .
Ii didn't really pay attention to her because ii was on target . All ii had was Joel in my head .
Few days down the line , after work , 13 people was waiting to go home , we didn't fit in the van and ii had to sit on Joel , ii was shy at that time plus it was uncomfortable . As we was going home Joel's lips touched mine , my heart started beating so fast , and he kissed me after me that , he pulled back suddenly , that's when ii came close to kiss him and he was holding me so tight .
"Why did uu kiss me ??" ii asked , he had no reply for me but ii could see in his eyes that he had fallen for me ,which ii didn't want .