Chapter 13I pace the living room wondering what the hell I am getting myself into. Everyone knows that the best way to get over one man is not to get under another. The temporary fix creates a longer-term problem. But, he is my boss. I can't just cancel on him now. He will see it as me messing him about and then he will sack me. I will just have to run with it. Perhaps if I pretend to be really hungover, maybe make up some disgusting habit that he doesn't know about, dumb myself down a bit, he might go off me. That could work! Make myself less appealing.
'f**k. He is here.' I watch him pull up in his very expensive and quite sexy looking sports car. 'No backing out now' I say to myself in disbelief that this is happening. The saliva is building in my mouth and I feel somewhat perspired.
