DIEGO POV
I decided to leave the country six months ago. I left with the intent of forgetting everything and never coming back, but I failed. Hindi ko nagawang tuparin ang pangako ko sa aking sarili.
Para sa iba, six months is not that long, but for me it's equivalent to six years and more. Gan'on ka tagal, kasi gano'n din kabigat ang nararamdaman ko na hanggang ngayon ay patuloy akong binabaon at nilulugmok.
I tried to stand up multiple times and start over, but sa kada subok ko ay bigo ako. Whatever I do, I'm still a wreck, and worse I don't know how to fix myself. Hindi ko alam kung paano mabuo ang nagkapera-peraso kong puso.
I sighed and smiled bitterly. Now I'm back. Pero bakit pa ako nagbalik? What will I do here? Ang totoo ay hindi ko rin alam. My head is completely blank; I'm
