Ridian’s POV
Samantha was laughing hard, Kane was arguing with his beta and there were two women running their hands all over my body. I downed the drink in hand and reached out for another from the server standing right next to me. There was music and a lot of noise in the background. There were lots of drunk people, stumbling about all over the big hall and making a mess everywhere. It was a very messy party, and I did not like messy parties. I preferred my parties classy unlike my friend Kane who was more drawn to irresponsibility and recklessness.
The party had been going on for two days and I was getting tired of it. I was getting tired of the same old routine, meant to make me feel whole and yet it never did. I wanted it to help me feel normal but it never worked. The sadness would
