TERRA’S POV
Each time I tried to give the future a chance, the past appeared and disrupted every attempt I made. I hate doing all this. I hate the fact that I was forcing him away all the time. It was a strange feeling that I could never decipher. As much as I wanted him to stay away, I was also scared he was going to get filled up and leave. You might as well call it selfishness cause no matter how many times I pushed him away, I want him to linger around.
It gave me this sense of comfort to know that he is lurking in the corners and I do not have to take care of the kids on my own. He would jump at any chance to care for them and most importantly, to protect them.
The past had painted a dark scar in my heart and I couldn't let it go no matter how many times I tried. It is so thick t
