NATHAN’S POV I am at a loss as to why I did what I did. My sudden outburst was not my reason for going to her house to meet her. I don't know what came over me and caused me to retaliate but I could see it in her eyes that I had hurt her. From the moment I opened my mouth, I knew I would regret it but like the big fool that I was, I went on and continued to speak and spoil just the little I have managed to correct. Running my hand through my already disheveled-looking hair, I combed through it with frustration. I was sick and tired of messing my life up with by my own self. It gets so damn hard sometimes and I would often see myself questioning my entire existence. Had I been perhaps cursed by the Moon Goddess? That would be the only reasonable explanation as to why everything is alwa

