In Too Deep: An Anti-Hero Mafia Romance

Chapter 4 cont...

I wonder if I should tell him that I’m a virgin. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I want this man to be my first. But I don’t want to tell him and it change the way he is with me. I don’t want him to be gentle with the little virgin. So I keep quiet about it . . . for now.

I lean in to kiss him gently on the lips. “I want you too.”

He groans and then grabs my head so that my lips meet his again and kisses me roughly. “Keep talking like that and I’ll take you, right here.” He pulls away his eyes hooded, he’s turned on.

“Ok.” I sigh, “I’ll talk to the girls, maybe I can alternate between them and you depending on what your plans are, I can spend the day with them and go clubbing and then spend the day after with you? If you like I’ll ask them, but it depends when you’re free.”

He shakes his head. “Do not worry about that, mi amor - I will arrange it that I am not working on the days you can see me. I can show you the Ibiza that you would otherwise not see.” He gives me a wide grin, his eyes crinkle at the sides and I smile back.

“We better get back to the others - I feel like I’m neglecting them,” I say standing up.

He gets hold of my legs as I’m about to climb out and pulls me down on to his lap so that I’m straddling him. He is hard again, his erection pressing into the apex of my thighs, just our swimsuits in the way.

“When we dock please will you spend some time with me here alone? I do not expect anything of you, I just want to spend as much time with you that is possible?”

I shake my head. There’s no way. “I’m out to Eutopia tonight with Kel and Hayley, we’ll be getting ready.” I’m a little sad, I wish I could have stayed longer.

“Maybe we could come with you?” he asks, all the while his hands stroking up and down my back, making it hard for me to concentrate.

“I don’t think the girls would be keen on that idea, but I’ll see what they say, OK?” I lean down to kiss him, I’m feeling bold and as his mouth opens I slide my tongue in and kiss him passionately, I grind up and down on him so that he groans.

“You are teasing me, yes?” he says smiling as he breaks off from the kiss.

I laugh “Sorry, I’m teasing you, yes.” I kiss him again, climb off him and go up to see what the others are doing.

I turn around as I’m walking up the steps and he’s just sat in the Jacuzzi with his arms spread on either side of him, just staring up at me, making it quite clear what he’s thinking about.

When I get up there it looks like Kelly and Stefan are getting on very well, there’s a lot of touching going on in general conversation and Marty has got them all in hysterics recalling some story about them all in Madrid.

Hayley shouts out when she sees me, “Hey Els, what do you think about the guys coming with us tonight to Eutopia?”

I laugh, shocked that I don’t even have to ask them - they’re obviously enjoying their company and Hayley will be happy that martin is gay, so she doesn’t need to worry about him coming on to her, with her having a boyfriend back home. I think by the looks of them all I’ve got some catching up to do with the Champagne.

I feel Xander’s presence behind me when Marty yells. “Xander we’re going to see how English girls can have a good time tonight, are you up for it?” he looks at me and laughs, as though we are sharing a private joke. I love the sound of his laugh.

We all sit around, drinking and chatting, laughing. It’s an afternoon that I won't forget in a hurry. I don’t think about what Xander has told me about his family. I don’t have time to process it all. I’ll discuss it with the girls when we get back to the hotel . . . get their take on it.

We arrive back at the harbour and the car is waiting for us to take us back. We arrange to meet the others in Xander’s room later and Xander says his goodbyes to them and comes back with us. This time he lets Kelly sit in the front and he sits in the back with Hayley and me, I’m in the middle, he has his hand resting on my knee the whole way back, his thumb stroking back and forth, making me all tingly.

When we get back our room I tell the girls what he’s told me about his family, and the fact that he's never had a relationship before.

Hayley says, “He’s got it bad for you hun, Marty says that they’ve known each other since they were young and that he has NEVER been asked to meet any girl before, or even known about Xander seeing anyone – he thinks he’s crazy about you - plus I’ve seen the way he looks at you, it’s like you’re the most important person in the universe. The chemistry between you two is wicked crazy.”

I know what she means, that’s how he makes me feel. It’s intense.

Kelly asks “So you think you might let your guard down with this one then?” I know what she’s asking,

I grin and shrug. “I think I just might.”

Kelly grins “At last! I’m telling you I’ve got a feeling he’d be worth the wait. He looks like he’d be an animal in bed – all dark, brooding and masterful.”

Hayley and I laugh, I think she could be right.

When I'm washing my hair in the shower I start to think about what I’d like to do to him, about how he pleasured me without even wanting anything in return. He’s up in his hotel room alone. Hmm, an idea starts forming and once it does I can't get it out of my head.

I get out of the shower and text him;

I enjoyed today, can’t wait to see you again later. I keep thinking about how good your mouth felt on me . . . your tongue inside me. You were amazing.

I get one back almost immediately;

I am hard reading your message. You are torturing me, mi amor.

I make my decision. My hair still wet, I put on just my sundress, no underwear, and tell the girls where I’m going. We’ve got three hours before we’re meeting up, I’m going to give him something in return for this afternoon. As I'm in the lift up to his apartment I let my mind wander about what I'm going to do to him. I’m not very experienced with any of this. I can imagine he's only had lots of experienced women. I hate that thought. I just know I want to make him come. There are only two doors on this floor, he’d mentioned the number earlier, so I know which one is his. I take a deep breath and knock on Xanders.

The door flies open and Xander’s half-naked body comes into view, all wet in nothing but a towel.

He looks happy to see me. “Beautiful, what are you doing here? You are early. Come in.”

He steps back into a huge room, it has a lounge area and a door through, which I presume is the bedroom with a balcony off the lounge. It is gorgeous. It screams money.

He motions for me to sit down on the settee, then sits down next to me – I'm nervous and wondering if I have the guts to do this. He closes the gap between us to kiss me. It’s a hard quick kiss that I feel everywhere. He waits for me to speak, wanting to know why I’m early.

I clear my throat . . . this seemed like such a good idea at the time. “I just wanted to say thank you in person for making me come so hard earlier.” His expression immediately darkens. “I was hoping that you would let me return the favour now.”

His breathing is suddenly quicker and so is mine. Slowly I slide off the settee and settle in-between his knees, unwrapping the towel from his waist. Even though I knew he was naked underneath the towel, I’m still shocked at the sight. He is hard again - of course - when is this man not? He is big. I know I haven’t seen many, but by anyone’s standards, this is beyond big. Lowering my head down I lick the head and twirl my tongue around the top. He gasps and throws his head back. I slowly take him into my mouth as far as I can, teasing him, holding the base of his c**k in my hand. I move my hand up and down while my mouth mirrors the movement, I suck on him. I hear him groan and he says something in Spanish, whatever it is it sounds like he is enjoying it. I carry on and he puts his hand on the back of my head to hold it in place, after a while I can feel his breathing get even faster, I start to go quicker and take him all the way into my mouth so that he hits the back of my throat, fighting my gag reflex I keep going. He starts to lift his hips to go in further.

“f**k! You are amazing Elsa . . . I am going to come.” I carry on, “Elsa stop now, I cannot hold it any longer!”

I don’t want to stop, he realises that I'm not going to and I feel his body harden as his juice fills my mouth, I swallow and then swallow again as he releases into me. He groans loudly . . . I love that I can make him feel so good.

A few seconds later, the hand that his holding the back of my head hooks under my chin so that I’ll come back up to him. I slide him out of my mouth and get up to straddle him and kiss him. He kisses me back so softly and gently . . . like I’ve never been kissed before.

I lean back and look at him – he looks sated, relaxed. I feel better now that I know he’s had some satisfaction. He moves his hand around my bottom and slides it under my dress, he gasps when he finds out I have no underwear on. He feels for my opening and slides a finger in it. I'm so wet. He lets out a small groan at the same time that I do.

“Making me come in your mouth turns you on, yes?” he says, I nod shyly, going pink. He grins “No need to be embarrassed mi amor, you were amazing, I think you took me into another world.”

He slides another finger in and my head rolls back, I groan. Does this man know how good he makes me feel? He moves his other hand so that it slides down my front and his thumb finds my nub, sending shock waves through me, using both his hands to pleasure me from different sides . . . it feels so amazing. He starts to move his hands faster, kissing my neck and my shoulders at the same time. I can feel the tension building in my body - just as I think I can take no more I dig my fingers into his shoulders and climax, screaming out. “Oh god! Xander! Oh . . . that feels so good.”

He groans. “I love it when you say my name mi amor, and I f*****g love watching you come.”

I look down at him and kiss him on the lips tenderly. I smile at him. “I love it when you say anything.”

He chuckles, I climb off him and pull at my dress to make myself presentable. “I better get back, I just got to thinking about what I wanted to do to you in the shower, so I had to come and show you.” I shrug.

He said. “Funny . . . I was thinking about you in the shower also.” His eyes twinkling.

We say our goodbyes so that I can go down to get dressed and ready. I’m looking forward to tonight so much, excited at the thought of spending more time with him.