DYLAN.
My spirit had left my body ever since the day it happened.
I didn't know how I managed to mess it up; I didn't mean to. I was planning on telling her everything. I planned to confess my feelings and then ask her to be my girlfriend officially but I f****d up things.
She f*****g had to see it before I could get rid of the page! I don't know any other explanation about the universe being f****d up than that.
I wonder why it was when I decided I needed to tell her that she saw it, and everything fell apart.
I miss her so much. I miss her so much that it hurts.
I want her; that's all I do. I don't know how I've been keeping myself from going to talk to her these last few days. I probably knew that it was a bad idea.
I felt so guilty and f****d up.
And I have to go throug
