~ ROSELLE ~
The moment the door clicked shut behind him, my legs gave out.
I crumpled to the floor, the tears I'd been fighting so desperately to hold back finally breaking free in violent, choking sobs. They tore through me like jagged glass, ripping open every wound I'd tried to hide.
What have I done? The pain slams through my chest, thudding heavily. Why does everything have to be this complicated? f*****g why? Why?
I don't see myself recovering from this in years. I don't see myself getting over this... He's the only man who knows my pain before I even feel it. Who's going to be with me when my nightmares return? Who's going to feed me when I fall sick? Who's going to crack jokes with me, watch movies with me, and fight for me and defend me over and over again?
He's ruined me for
