That night, I dreamed about him. I felt his hands on me again, felt his breath on my ear. I heard the sound that his skin made as I stabbed him, and all the while, I heard his laugh echoing in my ears. It was the most terrifying thing I had ever experienced, and I woke up with a scream. Elias was by my side in an instant, his hands on my shoulders and in my hair, calming me, assuring me that I was fine, and I was safe. It was laughable really, the word safe. I wasn’t safe, I was nowhere near it actually. I couldn’t even sleep in my own room. I tried lying there before we fell asleep, I’d closed my eyes and I saw him standing over me. I burst into tears and ran out. That was when he brought me here… to the guest room. It was bland, but it had no memories of Ethan. “I think I’m going t

