Ellie’s POV:
I feel like I’m being torn apart, every time I breathe, a pain runs through my core. Only John has been able to sooth that pain a little, but he has been avoiding me the last few days since I tried to get him to make love to me. He had been helping more and more on the training ground and running the nightly border patrol, but tonight I would find him, I was determined!
My wolf was coming back into season and even though I longed for our baby Kevin back, I knew another baby wouldn’t replace him. But I still want to be a mother and enjoy all the things we would have had with him. My heat was getting more and more intense, I even tried a cold shower to no avail.
I went down to the lounge, it was 11pm, Martin and Rosemary sat watching tv and as I walked in, Martin glared at me
