I am a firm believer that if you get yourself into s**t, it will take a f**k load of work to get out. Some people get out easily like slipping a ring off your finger but when the ring is too tight and you try to pull out off, it hurts. It feels like your finger is going to detach itself from your hand.
I'm the one with the extra tight ring around my finger. Just a few weeks ago I was a normal teenager surviving school, the only worries being a test on Friday which I didn't really study for. But now, oh but now it was completely different.
How do girls in books do it? They make it seem so easy but in reality it's the hardest s**t ever. The first time I heard about the threats to my life along with my friends and Xander's, I was numb. I think it didn't really hit me until later when I was
