I stood in the doorway with my heart beating wildly and I'm sure my face showed pure shock and betrayal. I watched as the blond scrambled away from him and blushed wildly while Xander calmly got up and straightened out the creases on his shirt. How f*****g dare he? The back of my eyes stung with tears, no. I wasn't going to cry in front of him. He lied, he never loved me. I sound like such a heartbroken teen. I've only known him for a few weeks and I should've expected this from him. I was just another conquest. He just needed a way to get in my pants and then carry on with his life later. He fooled me and as much as I hated to admit it, it hurt. In these few weeks, I've learnt a lot about Xander, how he's left handed, how his eyebrow twitches when he gets angry and how he takes f*****g

