Lydia's POV "Today is the day." I whispered as i opened my eyes. To add onto the problem, i woke up with a headache. Yesterday when Blake left, i drank a big bottle of alcohol. I looked at the bottle and cursed myself for making dumb decisions. I got out of the bed and walked to the bathroom. I splashed some cold water on my face, did my business and took a long shower. After the shower i went and wrapped a robe around my body. I went and sat on my bed. I sighed and avoided to look at my mobile. I knew it was already spammed with messages congratulating me for me and Blake's 10 months. My heart broke a little more as i remembered all the good times i'd had with our group this year. Leaving everyone behind is going to be very hard for me. I dont know if i would even get to meet them a

