Blake's POV
I woke up the next morning, ready to get my girl back. I know Lydia is hurt and i know that she is angry at me.
Its just too f*****g hard.
I don’t want to get into a relationship right now....not after what happened. I know i need to get my s**t straight but I can’t help it.
Relationships scare me. I guess i am scared loosing Lydia and getting hurt. But, that is no reason for making my princess cry.
I sighed as i ran a hand through my hair in frustration.
I am f****d up.
I don’t even deserve Lydia. She is just too f*****g good for me. She is an angel. A complete angel.
Ever since our childhood days, she has been nothing but good to everyone. I remember one day when we were at park and she had seen a poor child who was of our age at the time. She had cried so much becau
