Oops, I Married A CEO?

Chapter5

Chapter 5

Zara’s POV

I need to stop overthinking and just use him to get my bucket list done, then prove to Leo that I can move on as well.

“Do I look breathtaking?” I got so lost in my thoughts not even knowing the time he took a few steps closer to me and whispered to my ear, his hot breath on my skin doing wonders.

“You are just too full of yourself, goodnight.” I said in a hurry because my body was a ticking bomb ready to explode.

“Good night wifey.” He said out loud and I gave him a dead stare before shutting my door.

I slowly took off my clothes to have my evening bath so I can go to bed. After everything,I just couldn’t sleep. I finally let the tears out of my eyes, I still love Leo….why did he do this to me? Why? I devoted my life to him. I gave him everything and yet he hurt me in return… How can I possibly move on? To think that he is with her now breaks my heart…. I remember the looks in his eyes, he doesn’t regret any of this. I am ready to forgive him if he just calls me and tells me he was sorry…let him just give an excuse..

I brought out my phone and looked at the pictures and videos we have taken so far. Will all these just end up as a memory? Why am I not lucky at all? Why does it have to be Vanessa? What does she possess that I can’t portray? I made her who she is today.. I looked at my i********: account,my fans patiently waiting for me to come on live and tell them the good news but I just can’t bring myself to do that. This will ruin me totally online. What will people say when they discover the man I brag about online,the man I post all the time with different write ups like ‘My Man For Life’ ‘My Man Not Yours’. I feel so foolish mostly when talking with Vanessa about him,she must have been having fun all these while. I looked at all the draft posts and templates I have also made to be uploaded tonight just waiting for the very last piece which was supposed to be his reaction when I give him the ring and other videos when he comes home to the last surprise,now that can’t happen anymore. Is it wrong to just be in love and be happy? Christmas is closer and I am heartbroken.Yes I married a stranger that I have no feelings for to fill the empty spaces but deep down,I just want love….

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I slowly opened my eyes and found out I dozed off on the floor crying all night. I looked in the mirror and my eyes were all red and my face swollen as well. I just need to wash up so my husband in the living room won’t see me in this mess. I need to appear to him perfect at all times so he doesn’t see my weakness.

I finally stepped out of my room acting like I just woke up,I know seeing me looking so pretty this morning will make him value the fact he got married to a goddess.

It turns out he was still fast asleep on the couch but the dude was shirtless, not just that,he was suuuu……..per handsome while sleeping. I just couldn’t resist going closer to him and squatting to have a clear view of this Greek god in my home.

My eyes slowly move from his messy but still good looking short hair to his perfect face. His long lashes I got tempted to touch lightly slowly moving to his irresistible lips. I felt the urge to kiss them but damn me, I need to get a hold of myself but he is just too hot to handle. My eyes landed on his chest as it rose and fell with each gentle breath. The early morning sun danced across the contours of his torso,highlighting the defined ridges of his pectoral muscles. His chest was strong and broad and my eyes traced down to his waist, I wonder how huge he is down there? I bit my lips because I was already having wide imagnations of us. Lord have mercy but this man you created is driving me sexually insane. His skin was smooth and unblemished, I couldn’t help but to touch him lightly so I didn't wake him up. I could remain in this position forever admiring him. His chest seemed to radiate a sense of quiet strength and masculinity, drawing the eye inexorably to its rugged beauty.

I remained focused on him but my hands betrayed me as they rested on his chiseled chest. I was so lost in the depths of his sexiness. Suddenly, his eyes opened and our gazes locked. I got so startled that I lost my balance,my squatting position precarious. Mortification washed over me as I teetered on the brink of falling. But before I could tumble,he swiftly wrapped his arms around me,pulling me close. His scorching chest pressed against mine sending shivers down my spine. Our lips hovered mere inches apart ,the tension between us palpable. I could feel his warm breath dancing across my skin,making my heart skip a beat.

As I closed my eyes,my heart threatened to burst free from my chest. The anticipation was suffocating and I couldn’t help but wonder: would he kiss me? I felt his warm lips brush against my forehead. I could sense his smile,even hear the gentle curve of his lips as he smiled despite my eyes closed. I wish the ground would open and swallow me whole. I felt like I was going to die of embarrassment. But then he whispered,his voice low and husky, “Good morning wifey, you look so beautiful this close.” His words sent shivers down my spine. I know I am beautiful..I hear it all the time but it felt different coming from him but why? Why was I melting into his arms. My embarrassment was forgotten in the face of his charming smile and sweet words. As I opened my eyes, I met his gaze and our eyes locked in a tender moment. I felt like I was drowning in the depths of his eyes and I was so charmed by them that I can’t even look away. The world around us melted away, leaving only the two of us,suspended in this moment of sweet intimacy.