Never Ever Again (JENLISA)

Chapter 15

Lisa

WEEKS HAD PASSED and school days started again. I'm always going to school with Chaeng and when dismissals, I will walk Jennie home before I go home. About Jisoo unnie and Chaeng, well, much to my surprise, the chikin is already courting Rosé. Sunmi unnie transferred in YG Campus and her reason? She wants to stay with me since I am her so-called baby. Irene and Seulgi are already in a relationship. The same goes for Wendy and Joy.

About me, well, I met a girl who's studying in YG, too. Her name is Jeon Somi. She's younger than me so she's treating me as an unnie and I'm treating her as my younger sister. But something didn't fall to my expectation. Jennie is always getting jealous of Somi. Everytime Somi is with me and being clingy, Jennie will give me a death glare and confront me after. And one time, we fought about that. Here's the story behind that.

Flashback

"Lisa! Can you please distant yourself from that Somi?!" She shouted as we arrived in the parking lot. I faced her with an annoyed look.

"Jennie, what's your problem with her? How many times do I have to tell you that she's like a younger sister to me? I'm an unnie for her, Jen. Stop making it a big deal. Nothing is going on between us." I explained while trying to calm myself.

"Lis, she's obviously flirting with you! And I hate that!"

"Flirting? For Pete's sake, Jennie! We're just friends, nothing more! Why can't you understand that?!" I shouted back. That's it. I already exploded.

"And now, you're shouting back at me?!"

"What?! It's my fault now?! God, Jennie!" I kicked the rock near me because of anger. I just hated the fact that she's jealous of Somi even though there's nothing to be jealous of. "Don't you trust me?" I asked. "Do you think that I will flirt here and there because we're not yet in a relationship? Do you think I will let someone to flirt on me? I love you, Jennie. Why don't you just trust me? Huh? Is it hard? You're making these things a big deal and I really hate it. You're telling me to distant myself from Somi but sorry, I can't do that. She's like a younger sister to me. We're like a real sisters. Yes, I love you. But this is too much." I spitted out. I angrily entered my car and started the engine. I rolled down the window and looked at her once again.

"Just ask Chaeng or Jisoo to take you home." I blankly said and drove away.

End of Flashback

After that scene, I started to avoid her. I'm still pissed. You can't blame me. Well, yeah, I already miss her but I'm stopping myself. I want her to make the first move. You know, I want to know if she will lower her pride just to make me forgive her. But it didn't happen. She's avoiding me, too. And it pissed me off more.

"You know what, you two are so f*****g coward to apologize to each other. Lisa, why don't you just lower your pride and approach her first?" Jisoo unnie asked while we're walking down the hallway.

"Why should I? It's her fault, unnie. And I'm still really pissed." I uttered.

"Well, you're right. But you know, it's obvious that Jennie didn't want to share what's hers. So it's normal for her to get jealous whenever someone is flirting on you."

"But Somi is not flirting on me. We're like real sisters." I annoyingly said.

"She have a point, pasta. But I hate seeing the two of you avoiding each other. Is this the end for the both of you? Is JenLisa is sinking?" I raised a brow on her.

"What the? Tch." I said and rolled my eyes.

We went inside the canteen. The rest of the squad are already there. Including her.

Just like my routine, I ignored her and stopped myself on looking at her. I directly sat beside Bam since the seat beside him is not yet occupied. But it's too late for me to realize that Jennie is sitting infront of me. But I just shrugged it off.

"O-kay. They're still avoiding each other, guys. Let them be." I heard Wendy unnie said. I began eating without uttering a single words. I just want to eat and get out of here after.

"Lisa, Somi was looking for you earlier. But you're not here yet. She said, she wants to say something." Sunmi unnie said. I lifted my eyes on her.

"I will just meet her later." I stated. I was about to continue eating when the cat suddenly spoke and I can feel the anger on her tone.

"You will not meet her later." She sharply said. I raised a brow on her.

"I can do what I want, Jennie unnie." I spitted out and continued eating.

Wow. It's my first time to call her in such a respectful way. Jennie unnie? I bet, she hated it.

"Woah. I can't believe that this is happening. You're not even in a relationship yet. But you're already experiencing lovers quarrel." I glared at Bambam upon hearing those from him.

"Excuse me. I need to go now. I need to meet Somi." I blankly said and stood up from my seat. I bid my goodbyes first before I went in the parking lot. I messaged Somi to meet me there.

When I arrived, she's not there yet. So I leaned on my car while waiting for her. But luck isn't in my side. I saw Jennie approaching me. I was about to ignore her again but she immediately grabbed my wrist that made me face her. I blankly looked at her.

"What again?" I asked.

"Why are you avoiding me? Look, sorry if I went overboard. I know, I can't just control you whenever I want to. But you can't blame me!" She hissed. I stayed silent. I didn't expect that she will talk to me first. Did she lowered her pride just to talk to me? Or maybe no? Is she here to confront me again? Maybe? Maybe no?

I was about to speak when she spoke again.

"And I told you to not meet Somi!" She shouted. Oh my Jisoos. Here we go again.

"What's wrong with that? I will just meet her. It's not like I will make love with her." I sarcastically said. I noticed how angry she is upon hearing my words.

"What the hell, Lalisa?"

"What?" I annoyingly asked. "If you are here to confront and shout at me again, well, you should go now. I don't want to hear those nonsense statement from you again, Jennie." I stated and was about to turn my back on her when she stopped me again.

"Lisa, please. Let's fix this problem. I'm sorry again. Let's fix this. I miss you." She sadly said.

Okay? The last thing I knew, she's mad at me and now, this?

"Lili..." She muttered and held my hand. She gently caressed it. "I'm sorry, okay? Talk to me now, please. My heart aches everytime you're avoiding me. Please, baby." She softly said.

Oh damn it. She called me baby, again. How can I resist her if she's being Jendeukie and Nini right now? Aigoo.

"Aigoo. Okay, okay. You know that I can't resist you. But be nice towards Somi, please? Treat her like your younger sister, too. She's a nice person, Nini." I uttered.

"But she's being too clingy towards you. You're only mine." She then pouted. I chuckled and pinched her cheek.

"I'm only yours, okay? Don't worry. I'll tell her to not cling on me whenever you're around." I stated.

"Excuse me. She can't cling on you, too, even though I'm not around!" She hissed. Aigoo. She's so possessive.

"Alright." I pulled her closer to me and gave her a warm hug. I miss her warmth. "I miss you." I whispered.

"I miss you, too. How can you just avoid me like that?"

"I'm sorry, okay? I avoided you to calm myself. You know, I'm so pissed."

"Really? I'm sorry, too, Lili. I promise, it won't happen again." We stayed in that position for a minute and pulled away after. I looked straightly on her cat-like eyes.

"Let's date later?"

"Really?"

"Yep. Dinner date." I said and brightly smiled at her.

"Is that for real?"

"Yep. Why?"

"Nothing. But, sure. I want to have a dinner date with you, honey." My face redenned when she called me honey. "Aigoo, Lili, you're so cute!" She said and slightly pinched my cheeks.

Our sweet conversation was interrupted when we heard someone cleared her throat. We turned our head and we saw Somi standing near us while crossing her arms.

"Unnie, did you ask me to come here just to witness your sweetness?" She playfully asked. I chuckled because of what she said.

"Why? Bitter much, Jeon Somi?" I teased.

"Me? Bitter? In your dreams, unnie." She then rolled her eyes. "By the way, why did you tell me to come here?"

"Sunmi unnie said that you're looking for me earlier."

"Ah, I just want to tell you something. But I think, your girlfriend didn't want me to come close to you." I looked at Jennie and she's now glaring at her. Oh my gosh, here we go again.

"Nini, just a moment, okay? No need to be jealous." I softly said. She was about to say no when I cutted her off. "Thank you, Nini!" I kissed her cheeks before I walked towards Somi.

"So what is it? Faster, Somi. My kitten is getting angry, again." I whispered.

"Unnie, I just want to tell you that my birthday is coming. I will celebrate it with a little party. You guys are invited."

"The whole squad, you mean?" She nodded. "Alright. When? And what time?"

"This coming Saturday. You should come if you don't want me to kill you, unnie." She playfully warned. I glared at her and smacked her head.

"Ofcourse, I will come!" I hissed.

"4 in the afternoon, okay?" I nodded. I ruffled her hair and smiled.

"My baby is growing up so fast." I joked. She gave me a death glare but me being me, I just shrugged it off. But we were interrupted when the cat cleared her throat. I looked back on her.

"I think, you should go to her now, unnie. Bye! I'll expect you on Saturday, okay? And bring her with you!" She shouted before she walked away. Meanwhile, Jennie walked towards me when she saw Somi left.

"What did you talk about?" She immediately asked.

"Well, her birthday is coming and she will celebrate it with a little party on Saturday. The whole squad is invited." I replied.

"You're coming?"

"We're coming." I stated and sweetly smiled at her. I held her hand and intertwined our fingers. Her hands are perfect on mine. I guess we're really destined for each other.

"I love your hand." She muttered.

"And I love your hand on mine, baby."

"Really?" I nodded on her. "I love you."

"I love you more."

"I love you, too."

"I love you, three."

"I love you four."

"I love you to infinity." I said which made her blush.

"Oh my Jisoos. I might puke right now. So disgusting!" We turned our head only to see Bam, Sunmi unnie, Jisoo unnie and Chaeng watching us with their ugly faces. They walked towards us.

"Just to remind you, you're still here in the campus. So stop that PDA." Sunmi unnie said. She grabbed my hand and took me away from Jennie. I confusingly looked at her.

"Unnie?"

"Why? You might flirt with each other again if ever." She stated. I mentally rolled my eyes.

We walked back inside the campus for our first class.

***

This day went well. I'm kinda thankful because our Professor didn't give an exam. Well, I didn't review my notes last night because I was busy thinking of Jennie.

Chaeng, Jisoo unnie, Bam, Jennie and I are currently walking down the street. Jisoo unnie and Bam said they will sleep in our house tonight. While Jennie will sleep in her house, ofcourse.

"Jen, are you sure you don't want to sleep in their house?" Bam asked in the midst of walking.

If you're wondering about where's my car, I let Somi used it since I didn't want her to commute since I want to assure her safety.

"I want to but I promised my parents that I will sleep in my house tonight."

"Alright."

We continued walking towards Jennie's house. It's not that far from our house so it's not that tiring.

"Nini, I'll pick you up later, okay?"

"You'll walk?"

"Nope. I'll use my car."

"But it's with Somi, right?"

"I have another car, Nini." I proudly say.

"And here she comes again. She's so full of herself." Jisoo unnie said. I just shrugged it off. It's not like that, okay? I'm not full of myself. I just want to be proud of myself. That's all. But they kept on saying that in that way.

"Dinner date?" Chaeng asked. I nodded on her. "It's dangerous, Lisa. You can just have a dinner date in our house." She added that made roll my eyes.

"Come on, Chaeng. I want to have a peaceful dinner date with my soon-to-be girlfriend so let me date her outside." I annoyingly said.

Chaeng has always been a strict friend of mine. Even when I'm still dating Ten, and everytime we're planning to have a date outside in the middle of the night, she will scold me and will convince me to have a date in our house or in my apartment instead.

"We will behave, Lis. For your safety, just do what I said." I groaned in annoyance. Why is she so strict?

A minute had passed when we arrived at Jennie's house. I kissed her cheeks first before she entered her house and after that, we made our way towards mine and Chaeng's house.

In the midst of walking, something–or should I say someone–caught my attention. He's sitting on a long chair on the sidewalk. I automatically stopped on walking when I realized who that is. My eyes started to teared up.

"Lisa? Are you okay?" I heard Chaeng asked but I didn't bother to take a glance on her. I just keep my eyes on him.

The guy who just left me so sudden. My first love. And my first heartbreak.

"It's him, right?" I said, almost like a whisper, but enough for them to hear it. They followed my gaze until they finally saw the guy I saw.

"Who is him?" Jisoo unnie asked.

"Yeah. Who is–" Bambam didn't have a chance to finish what he want to ask when he realized who is it. "Holy f*****g shit." He said instead. "Sehun is back." He added. Their eyes widened and looked at the guy again. I guess, he heard Bambam because he turned his head on us. He slowly stood up and slowly walked towards us. Every steps he takes towards me, I started to step backwards.

"Lisa..." My heart melted when I heard him call my name. I miss his voice. But why now? After all this time, he still have the guts to come back here and talk to me?

"Excuse me, bro, but we need to go home now. Please." Bambam said while trying to stop him. But he didn't budge.

"Lisa, please, let me explain everything to you. I have my reasons, Lisa." He softly said. I shook my head.

"Please, we need to go now. Let's...let's talk some other time." I said and passed by him. My friends followed me from behind.

When we arrived, I quickly entered our house and sat on the couch.

I saw him, again. And it broke my heart again. Why did he come back? It's already been years since I last saw him. And everything happened between us before, including the pain he caused on me, came back again.

"Noona, are you okay?" Bambam worriedly asked as they sat beside me.

"Honestly speaking, no." I blankly said. "I still hate him." I muttered.

"Why don't you let him explain first? You know, you can't just stay mad at him. You can still bring back your friendship." Jisoo unnie stated and Chaeng quicklh agreed. So whipped. Tch.

"I want to but I'm not yet ready to hear his reason. What if his reason was too painful? It will just cause me another heartbreak." I brought out.

"There's nothing wrong on trying, Lisa." I let out a deep sigh.

I remembered Jennie's question before. About what will I do if ever I saw him again. And now that I saw him again, I still don't know the answer. But one thing is for sure, I will stay with Jennie this time. But maybe, there's still a chance for me and Sehun to bring back our friendship. Just like what Jisoo unnie said.

***

Sehun

When I arrived in my apartment, I quickly dialed Kai's number. Luckily, he picked it up.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Kai...I met her."

"Oh. So you met–what?! You met her?! How?!"

"I accidentally saw her with her friends. I guess, she's still mad at me."

"Fudge. Ofcourse, she's still mad at you. Let me remind you that you just left her without saying any words. But you know, she will get mad more if ever she discovered the real reason why you just left her in that way."

"I'm willing to tell her my reason, Kai."

"Oh, man. Are you serious? You can't."

"I can. I'm willing to take the risk. I don't care if she will not give me another chance. Our friendship is more important than that."

"Are you sure? You're willing to take the risk?"

"Yes. I will always take the risk when it comes to her."

"You're so inlove with her."

"I know. I didn't stop loving her, Kai. So please. Help me."

"Come on, bro. I can't do anything."

"I know you can." I seriously stated. Yes, he still knew nothing about love.

"Seriously, bro, I really can't do anything." He replied. I let out a deep sigh.

"Alright. But thank you for listening again, hyung."

"Woah. Did you just call me in such a respectful way? Hyung? Seriously? Is that you?" He joked. I chuckled because of that.

Even though he's still older than me, I didn't want to call him hyung because we're just the same age. I think, this is the first time that I called him that way.

"But seriously, thank you, Kai hyung."

"No problem, my little maknae. I'll hang up now." He said and ended the call

I want to meet her again. I need to tell her everything. I want to settle things between us. I want to bring back our friendship. Even just the friendship.